Guilty

Okay. Okay. Time for me to publicly admit something. Hmmm....

1. Starting this year (which is not very long ago), I've realized just how old I am. Sigh. I'm getting old. Yeah, I can't run or I can't do my normal physical stuff as I could before and I notice that whenever I got a bruise now, it takes longer to heal. Sigh. I still remember that I use to punish my body pretty regularly by not sleeping as much to try to enjoy life as much as I could (remembering those nights when I spent playing computer games) but now I can't. It's not that I don't want to but just signs of old age. I use to be more outspoken, take the bull by the horns and meet life head on. Another sigh. I've avoided all those now...trying to conserve energy most of the time now.

2. I have to admit that I'm not fat but I ain't that slim either. Fighting to get my waist from 33 inches to 32 inches is like trying to maintain economic crisis of this country. Yeah, yeah, I know William. You can stop laughing now. That goes for you too Joel. I've notice that my belly seems to be growing half and inch and later receded half and inch too. I wonder if my purging of my bowels has got to do with it too....hmmmm. Anyway, for this battle, I just have to find another form of activity. I use to play badminton but now... sigh. I can play badminton, I ain't that good but I can send the shuttle to my intended direction.

3. I have to admit that I still miss my Honda. *Sniff*. Even though it has been like...what... four years ago since I last sold it. This one...what can I say. I still enjoy my current car, hardly any problems for a 13 year old car to boot. But I miss the power that my old honda can give. Oh well. I still got a car to drive ya?

Time is now 3:30...need to get my beauty sleep....whatever dude.