My Ramblings...

Monday, February 20, 2006

Ah....new home?

I have a new home now for my blog and I hope not to move anymore cause it took me like forty five minutes to move my old posts from my old blog to my new blog. It would be worse in future when I write more posts. Anyway,

I got two rookies under me right now and I'd guess it was partly my fault. You see, when I join my company I was groping in the dark for answers. So I then said to my boss, "I've had it with you guys leaving me in the dark! So from now on, all green horns pass to me". Well, no so much along the words but yeah, I'm taking initiative to coach two rookies to learn from me. I'm still a rookie but had my share of bumps and bruises so I'll take the lead. Other seniors? Sigh, their philosophy is, "I've made it through the bumps and the bruises I got and so should you". My philosophy is, "I've gone through it, I didn't like it, I'll show the younger ones how to avoid it."

I just hated it. I was wondering in the dark, got shot down at because I was not good enough and all these while my seniors never, ever showed me the path. Except one. He gave me a hand to help me take my first step forward and gave me a reachable target. Wtih each target reached, I moved on to the next. Sigh. After so long, I have finally reached a point of "I can now stand alone". So I'm looking at the rookies when they first came in, then I went to have a chat with my bosun and he said, "that's good" and that was that. I was sure that he also means, "okay, we'll do it your way".

So I have two unofficial padawans. Wait, that's not right. Jedi master's could have only one "student". Hmmm....oh well. Let's see if I can train them right, hopefully they won't learn my bad habits too (or vice versa). They are with me but not in black and white so I'll do my initiation anyway. Hope they'll benefit from my limited experience.

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