April 18th, 2006

I just finished my class and I found out my passion towards work hasn't slacked but actually increased. As I guide the participants to finish the practical side of work, I found myself to enjoy more of it. It makes me feel good about myself when I see them making the "practical test" work and seeing their faces that they understood (I wonder if you, Vinh, have the same feeling) and I guess that this is my gift from God. This is ME and loving it.

What's the downside then? Read on.

The downside is that my company is bullying me. They are pushing me to sign a two year contract that is 100% in their favour and so I try to negotiate but seemed that the General Manager does not know what the word "negotiate" means. Sigh. Two years and 100% bullied. This is not what I had in mind when I join the company. So I'll try again to "negotiate" with my General Manager to see if I could somehow reduce the 100% in the company's favour. If that doesn't work, I'll figue the next step out. I just want to rant and rave on this to everyone but something's holding me back and so I'll bite my tongue on this. I hate switching to another place. I've been in this company for a year plus now and this is my 5th company in a span of 7 working years. This is just not good for me. Woe is me.