May 23rd, 2006

Much energy been spent on training. I find myself very, very tired at the end of every training day. I wish I was much fitter but I can only blame myself. Funny, I've gained enough knowledge to be good and better but my body just can't do it anymore. I'm moving as fast as I can in gaining knowledge but it seemed that my mental strength is diminishing with each passing moment. I believe it's common among all walks of life, where you gained wisdom and knowledge and yet failed because of some other factor. It's like you have only learnt your mistakes AFTER it has happened and wish that you could have known it much earlier.

In case if anyone is wondering what am I rambling about, I'm in a melancholy mood today and so my ramblings is about such matters. However, back to my life, my class is good. I'm teaching well enough and my clients (participants) are learning. Problem is you never know what kind of complaints you would get until after the class. I mean, if I were to ask them "how's things?", their answer often is "fine". But the complaints would only be heard after the class and to the ears of my sales person and would then be relayed to my boss. My boss in turned would calls me into his room and tongue lashes me. Oh well. I just hope that this week would be fine. I'm not in the mood to see my boss anytime soon. We shall see.