I won, I won

I won a prize. I actually won a prize.

It all started like this.

A guy called me while I was driving home from work and congratulate me on some gift that I won. I wasn't sure if it is a prank or some thing along those lines so I just said, "Ummm?". Then the man described how I won. I was picked when I placed my business card in a bowl (I did that lots) at one of the functions I attended (I attended lots). So when his company pulled out 10 winners, I was one of them, to a 3 days, 2 nights stay at this fancy 5-Star hotel at a neighbouring country and all the perks to go with it! He also said that the 10 married couple would need to claim the prize and state which date would they like to go.

"Married couple?" I asked to confirm.

"Yes....are you married by the way?"

"Well...not yet".

"Oh sorry to say that you'll have to be excused out of the prize. I didn't mean to burst your bubble. I thought that you are already married."

Sigh. I then have to concede that fact and gave up my trip to somewhere to someone else. Sigh. I could use a vacation. I really could. Oh well, life goes on.

April 10th, 2006

I'm still waiting for the impact but it is either put on hold or he, my boss, ignored it. I have two very good remarks and two very lousy remarks so I don't know if he wants to take me down for that two remarks. The rest was just average. Anyway, a friend of mine asked me to write a "love letter" for everyone since I can talk and write well. So I'm going to write something here... this is so not me. Not my writing style but I'll give it a shot. I suppose to write a poem but I can't rhyme or anything that falls into that category so I'll write a love piece.

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"The first time I saw you, I felt nothing but when you smiled at me, I smiled in return but my smile does not justify the warmth that I felt in my heart as it grows with the passion that is stirring within

But your smile has burnt an image of love in my mind that I can't, shan't forget lest I die but woe is me for I am without a single drop of hope to win you over in a short time...

I can only but hope for a small token of return for my passion of you. Though love is a passion in itself but its only a part of it. Ha! How can I then reduce a whole passion in one word called love?

Aye! My eyes has failed to see past the beauty of you on the outside but I, thank God, have a heart that showed me a deeper level within you. My heart pushes my limited passion higher than I could have perceived. For that I am greatful.

I am, but another, person that longs to hold you, hold you tight but through the struggles that I go through, I will endure, endure I will.

Through it all, I strongly believe, I will reach the finish line that would allow me to enter into your life, your heart, your soul.

Until then, you will be at the end of the tunnel that I see and your face gives me the passion that will drive me fourth towards you.

No other could, would, should give me the level of passion that fuels my desire to run, to reach my destination; to be with you..."

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Okay. That's a laugh. I can't believe that I wrote this piece. Total time it took me to write : 7 minutes. So plagiarized all you like but it would do you no good if it blows up in your face. Sigh. Oh well. I did gave it a shot so any comments? I give myself 3.5 of 10.

Brace for the impact

I finished my class now and I got some very good reviews but two very bad reviews and so will I get another tongue lash? I don't know. I really don't know. If I do get another one, how many more tongue lashes can I take? Therefore, I will brace for impact. My boss is definately going to see me and asked why is my review so bad? I can't help it if they don't have the foundations first before stepping into my class. After all, how come the rest could follow?

Attention all decks. Brace for impact. Tongue lash in sight.